each of us goes through a phase when considering who to take over when we die. is human thing - curiosity who cares about us. the truth is that even we aren’t aware of how many people care about us. girl who is always making fun of you at school - when she would hear about your death would fall into depression. boy who always looks at you furtively and who secretly a crush on you - after your death he will commit suicide. as the saying goes - you have to lose something to appreciate something. don’t feel worse because you have such thoughts. just don’t do anything to convert those thoughts into reality.